I'm Counting on You!

We just got back late last evening from our annual retreat.  It is a period of prayer and reflection and conferences twice a day.  Other than this and common prayer, the days are spent pretty much in silence.

As our Constitutions state, these times of silence stir up a sort of "wholesome unrest" in us.  Even if I find it a bit challenging, even after 17 years, silence is good for my soul. 

As I was praying in Chapel late yesterday afternoon, near the close of this retreat, a phrase occurred to me that I am taking with me from these days of grace.  I heard it when I went with my novice mistress for Cursillo years ago: “Christ is counting on you – and I on Him!”

As I did a little spiritual reading during that time as well, and "happened" upon a phrase which also speaks powerfully to an important truth I need to carry with me: "Trusting in the faithfulness of Our Lord Jesus Christ, we have the courage to accept this life…" (Constitutions 2.1)

I then decided to write a poem reflecting on these things.  I thought I would share it with you today:

I remember Cursillo days long past
And a simple turn of phrase there cast
As I prepare to meet tomorrows
With their share of trial and sorrow.

“Christ is counting on you – and I on Him!”
Is more than just a fleeting whim.
It sums up well the thoughts of my heart
As from this dear place I now depart.

It seems I have ample grace – right now
On this day when we renewed our vows.
After a nice talk with Sister, too,
I have new courage for what I must do.

But I’ll need new courage for each new day
As I am stretched along the way
And so I pray: “I’m counting on you,
To support me and see me through.

I need your Spirit each new day,
My ‘soul’s most welcome guest’ to stay!”

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